A little over 12 years ago, I noticed something was “off” with my vision. The next several years were spent bouncing from doctor to doctor trying to figure out why my optic nerve was hemorrhaging and a blind spot was developing in my right eye. Eventually, I was put on high doses of prednisone, among other immunosuppressants, to try to control the inflammation. By 2013 my left eye was also affected. I started receiving intravitreal injections in 2014 before the birth of my first son. My official diagnosis is bilateral multifocal choroiditis with subretinal fibrosis.

Throughout my journey, I’ve alternated between spending hours researching (desperately grasping for a “why’) and burying my head in the sand (if I don’t acknowledge it, maybe it will go away). I’ve tried everything my doctors and I can think of, from immunosuppressants and the Retisert implant to elimination diets and yoga. My condition is the definition chronic.

I’m still getting injections these days and complications from all of the treatments persist. (I’ve had a handful of surgeries for complications including cataracts and glaucoma.) Although tenacious, the inflammation does respond to treatment and I am in caring and capable hands at the University of Washington Eye Institute in Seattle, WA for which I am very grateful.

This website is my attempt to document thoughts and information I’ve gathered, learn something and hopefully help others. It’s a place to focus on the disease and then leave it so I can live my life, taking only what serves me.

See the Good. Even if you have to Squint.


Articles and web sources

4 Ways COVID Leaves Its Mark on the Eye (September 2021)

CDC panel recommends extra COVID vaccine doses for some. Now what? (August 2021)

Eye Health During COVID-19: American Academy of Ophthalmology

COVID-19 and Your Vision: Natural Eye Care

Coronavirus and your eyes: All About Vision

If You’re Immunocompromised, You Are at a Higher Risk of Coronavirus—Here’s What That Means: Health.com (March 2020)

Taking Immunosuppressants? Fauci Says Get the COVID-19 Vaccine (December 2020)

Coronavirus: World Health Organization

COVID-19 Vaccination Finder (CDC)

Journal Articles

The Influence of Universal Face Mask Use on Endophthalmitis Risk after Intravitreal Anti-Vascular Endothelial Growth Factor Injections (May 2021)


Impact of COVID-19 pandemic on uveitis patients receiving immunomodulatory and biological therapies (COPE STUDY): British Journal of Ophthalmology (September 2020)

Managing Uveitis during the COVID-19 Pandemic: American Academy of Ophthalmology (May 2020)


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